Problem
This sexuality thing is getting to be an issue with me. Not only do I feel tremendously unloved after the hooha, the guilt is immense as well. And I think I finally get why laws are good for you. When you're woken in the middle of the night to perform acts of 'loving', love is really the furthest from my mind/heart. I guess I could always think of it as being a 'slave for you'... but really, the subservience is most un-fulfilling. And who's to blame for their own degradation from cherished partner to service provider? Me. Laws seek to protect.Lord, I'm sorry. I know I need help. Please help. Pronto.

